so so sakit hati  the pain of loss and defeat..nooooooo~~!! how could Man Utd lose in the last few minutes of the match?!! that was too cruel!! we played so well, and we deserved AT LEAST a point! but victory, or even a draw, was snatched from us! sigh..

as i walked up stairs to my bedroom n sat on my mattress that's lying on the floor, i just felt so disappointed n sad..as i sat and reflected, i realised that football was one of the very few things that can make me really angry or really sad  i wouldn't htink of myself as someone who's got a quick temper, but my brothers and my dad can testify to my ferocious anger when Man Utd are playing badly and losing! haha! as my youngest brother said "big koko is really scary when he watches football". Enough said.....

Will be returning back to Sydney on the 21st of Feb..there's a good possibility that i'll be returning back home to M'sia at the end of the year, as my favourite cousin, Nigel, is getting married to Ai Theng on the 29th of Dec, which is Seiko's b'day =) since i'm returning home, i was hoping that Seiko might be able to come to M'sia with me..she's come here before, but that was when she was really young..it'd be a good opportunity for her to meet my parents haha!