the post that has been procrastinated time n again is finally here..aaron returns! *ta-da* a lot has been happening in my life, n i'd just like to share some of the major things with u guys out there who care so much for me that ur willing to read this un-updated blog of mine..here goes..

firstly, i've become a student leader for my Christian group on campus! it's been great, i've been learning how to become a good leader for the people that i lead, which are the students in the international student bible study group, otherwise known as FOCUS (fellowship of overseas Christian university students)..it's been great, this is the first time i've been in a leadership role in my Christian life, and i'm so thankful and grateful to God for this opportunity to lead His people..i hope i can be a good leader for God and His people as i continue on this life's journey..

secondly, i received a scholarship of $5000 from the university for my good results in my exams last year..it's really great! i really thank God for my results cos i know i couldn't have done it w/o Him..n with this $5000 saved, it can go towards a lot of things, parents' retirement fund, brothers' education fund, charity and so forth..once again, i'm so grateful to God for this wonderful blessing..it's true, u can't out-give God..u think that that u're giving a lot to God, well, wait till He gives it back..everything we have is from Him..

i don't feel like writing much now, cos i don't really have the mood..as the title suggests, i'm having to face a certain truth right now, which saddens me..it's nothing big or major, but it still makes me sad thinking about it..but i could see it coming, and it was just a matter of me accepting those signs or just hoping for the best..but now that it's there, well, my outer me can tell the inner me 'i told u so'..

on a lighter note, i have a weakness for pretty girls -_-" just ystdy, one of my friends cut her hair, n she looked so pretty! seriously, she was..she already looked nice n proper b4 that, but it was a pretty drastic change..funny how hair makes a lot of difference..for everyone's info, i'm having really long hair now..how long? well, my fringe is past my nose, n the back of my hair is a 2 cm away from my shoulder =) gross u say..i think i have to agree with u lol..anyway, back to pretty girls haha..went to the physiotherapy private practice today for my clinical placement..n instead of the usual physiotherapy assistant that comes in on tuesday afternoons, the other one came in..she's a 4th year physio student in the same campus as me..n wow, she's pretty too LOL..kept stealing glances haha..but after a while i told myself to stop..

i know i shouldn't be looking at looks...i'll do my best to stop doing that..i just erm..admire beauty, is that right or wrong? hmm..i think i should be looking at the heart, cos that's what matters..n God does look at our hearts as well...ok, i resolve not to be caught up in admiring beauty anymore..

i miss home a lot..my house, my family..n friends..can't wait for november!